January 2012
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i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i...
even with this stupid disease. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin. i will be thin.
Goal: Get to 130 lbs by April
Just 6 pounds, let’s do this.
i miss the days i spent all day on latale....
sometimes it feels like forever…sometimes it feels like it was all a dream
Funny
I finished my sewing sample at home in 3 minutes
But I spent 2 hours in class working on it and screwing up.
i won’t be surprised if i fail oceanography.
my first test is next week on chapters 1-3 and i haven’t even started reading the textbook.
i just…don’t care anymore. what is the point in me learning this….
i don’t see a point…i thought they said we could take whatever we wanted in college….this isn’t what i want…at all.
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While you become something
I remain nothing
Frozen in time
Bound to the past by these inivisble chains
While you make something of yourself
I stare out the window
This longing grows by the tick of the clock
While you walk forth,
I stand with my back to the future
My hands reaching out to the little girl
To the little girl in the mirror who smiles back at me
Her eyes bleed, her mouth leaks blood, her hands stained...
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ignore this crap, i don’t feel so great.
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I can’t use Cushing’s disease as an excuse for everything.
But it makes so sense all the symptoms…it finally gives me a reason why I have all these problems.
Upper body obesity and thin arms and legs…..Round, red, full face…..acne….purple marks….easy bruising….backaches….weak...
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I'm already behind in Oceanography
I just cannot get myself motivated .__.
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For sale: Morigirl fashion
http://mori-girl-sales.livejournal.com/51077.html
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I hate school
I just wanna sit at home, draw, play video games, dress-up and eat frozen yogurt
But noooo, I have to read about Oceanography and write stupid essays in English.
What is the point?
I feel like my imagination is being washed away as I waste my time doing stuff I find draining and meaningless.
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Trying real hard to get this sold
I’ve already wasted money listing this on ebay. So it’s going to be here for awhile!
Official Rilakkuma backpack from Japan I used for awhile and is a little dirty, but is in great condition - 2 main compartments - Front zip pocket - 1 mesh pocket - 1 side pocket Back: http://i1141.photobucket.com/albums/n582/Karly-selling/DSCN4295.jpg 1st Main...
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The backpack to rule them all
If you have this backpack and do not want yours anymore, I will buy it off you
For it shall be my one backpack, my precious backpack, the only one I will use.
I think I’m gonna sell all my bags/backpacks and buy one backpack
ONE BACKPACK TO RULE THEM ALL
Also, why do I feel more comfortable in dark colors when my favorite color is pink @_@
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I’m the same way….I’m trying really hard to get out my pithole. I hide it in public because I don’t want to appear like I’m just acting depressed out of attention. The reason I am this depressed is because I kept it inside for too long.
I’m so lost and I feel like an empty zombie most of the time.
one day…one day I hope this all goes away for both of...
I don’t think I’m depressed about doing my homework. I want to do my homework really badly.
My depression is getting in my way of getting everything done. I’m also depressed about life, I just lose its control when I’m trying to do something productive.
why…whenever i start to do my homework, i start to feel depressed and i can’t do it anymore…
this is why i cant get crap done….._.
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Would these shorts work with Kodona?
I want to buy a Kodona outfit. (i have way too many fashion styles -_-)
I’m wondering if these shorts would work with that style.
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And my Rilakkuma backpack listing ends and no one...
I thought people would love to have a cute Rilakkuma backpack. =/
Looks like I was wrong….
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4 hours left on Rilakkuma backpack!
http://www.ebay.com/itm/170765268667?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649#ht_1339wt_1396
It’s all ready to be shipped!!!!
Great I have been sucked into the Arpakasso...
now i want a really huge one Dx
